| do this for me:: |
[25 Aug 2004|05:38pm] |
delete got_fish from your friends list and add my new journal::
justslip_away
thanks <3
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| EVERYONE answer these!!! |
[25 Aug 2004|03:29pm] |
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1) do you consider me a good friend?
2) would you ever consider dating me?
3) am i special to you?
4) am i different from anyone that you ever met?
5) do i love you?
6) do you love me?
7) describe me in one word
8) what is your dead honest opinion about me?
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| love me no matter what |
[25 Aug 2004|02:34pm] |
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bright eyes- a song to pass the time |
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well...turns out that i have yet another person worried about my health. "i don't want you to get sick" ...it feels like when i'm around people i MUST eat, to make them stop worrying.and if i make a trip to the bathroom after a meal they start to question me.
i'm tired of it.i know that i have an eating disorder....i usually don't eat. and everytime that i do...i throw up.
jon thinks that i can just stop. well i can't. it's hard to just stop. i have to take little steps...and i want to...but it's really hard.
i'm just trying to say that you guys don't have to worry. i'll get over it...if i go a few days without eating...it's nothing new.
i'm just tired of people telling me that they're worried about me. i'm tired of people telling me that they don't want me to get sick.leave me alone. i'm fine.
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| it's official |
[24 Aug 2004|11:32am] |
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berlin-take my breath away |
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i'm dating jon <3
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| "i'm wearing little sweats....i'm wearing little sweats" |
[21 Aug 2004|10:19am] |
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ha....i stayed the night at alexs house....and i didn't have any pjs to wear...so she let me borrow her sweats...they're all small!i should've known....the fact that i'm 5'3" and she's REALLY short....um...i should've expected small sweats.
i'm still at her house right now...i had tuns of fun last night.
her bed broke my nose! ..............i'll tell you that story later.
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| ....i won't let this build up inside of me.... |
[19 Aug 2004|01:16pm] |
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dashboard confessional-living in your letters |
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i feel like i should write something fun and intersting that i did in the past couple of weeks when i went to vegas and arizona....i have all these stories to tell...but they won't seem as fun and intersesting if i just write them all down...so...i guess i won't write them all down.i won't write any at all...o_O
i'm hungry.i'm starting to eat the way i used to...i haven't ate anything in two days.i tried to eat something...but i just got sick.alex...i'm getting worse :( i'm sorry. don't be mad.
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| so this is how the story goes... |
[19 Aug 2004|12:10pm] |
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my sister yelling at me |
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i miss alex.i miss paige.i miss kacie.i miss samie...and i miss jon.
i want to see them all...but i can't.
the next time i go to arizona....i'm taking alex with me...it's final. all i did while i was there was drink...and get stoned...she would've had a great time.
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| never again....fuck...i give up. |
[18 Aug 2004|01:39pm] |
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stay up late- talking heads |
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i try
and
i try
and
i try
I GIVE UP!
i'm unwanted by everyone.
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| love is an accident... waiting to happen |
[17 Aug 2004|12:44pm] |
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mine and little alex's song -someday by frank sinatra |
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i missed you all so much.
alex...ass face call me. i miss you.
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| good news:: jon likes me...and i like him...and i'm in a good mood |
[30 Jul 2004|03:01pm] |
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frank sinatra-someday |
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i'm leaving to ARIZONA tomarrow...i'm excited...and sad at the same time, cuz i get to stay with my brother, but i'm gonna miss everyone...like::alex, paige, samie, jon,and kacie.i love them so much.i'm gonna miss you.
love is an accident.....waiting to happen.
<3
ok i'm done now.
i'll write again when i come back...which will be in a couple of weeks.
i'm gonna miss everyone!!!
ok...i'm done now.
i love you,
talanie
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| here's a little something that i stole from john |
[26 Jul 2004|02:46pm] |
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the doors-tell all the people |
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EVERYONE........fill this out.....please!!!!!
1.do you consider me a good friend?
2.don't you wanna shoot me in the face?
3.do you want to dance?
4.will you marry me?
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| i hate anthony |
[24 Jul 2004|01:27pm] |
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some song by blonderedhead |
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well, last night was interesting. i went to the regal...yet again, and i saw my girlfriend paige.samie was there...and kacie. i had fun...and then somehow i ended up at burger king with joel, jimmy, miguel, shane and a couple of other people that i didn't know. oh yeah, i also got to taste joel's mixture of different kinds of alcohol...it was fucking good...but it had the after taste of rubbing alcohol. yeah...then i got tired and went home.
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| i smell sex and candy |
[23 Jul 2004|12:49pm] |
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the cure- love song |
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i'm in a good mood today. i've had alot of really stupid problems lately....but now i'm over them.
when i said that i was moving, i meant in the next couple of years. i'm leaving after i graduate from highschool.anywho- i cut my bangs!!! they're the shortest that i have ever had them in my whole life. they're above my eyebrows. i guess they look ok. i cut them a few days ago, cuz i had nothing else to do....and i was bored. i'm kind of bummed out about this whole jon situation... i haven't talked to him since monday. i really wished that something other than a friendship would've developed between us. but i guess not. there's other hot guys out there, i guess. i think i'm going down to birch today. my lovely mother is gonna be mine and kacies ride there. we'll see how this turns out. another adventure in the great life of talanie leon. he he. yeah right.
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| i don't believe that anybody feels the way i do, about you now |
[20 Jul 2004|12:21pm] |
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i have realized that i would die without my friends. i would literally be dead right now, if it wasn't for alex and samie. i have been through alot with them...especially alex. she's the one person that has kept me going.
i have come to think that in the next 4 or 5 years my life will change dramatically...for i am moving....yet again. another home...another city...another life.
i guess i'm just saying that i am beyond greatful for the friends that i have now. they are like no others. i love you all.
<3 talanie
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| sometimes love is a bad thing </3 |
[18 Jul 2004|02:30pm] |
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bright eyes- a scale a mirror & those indifferent clocks |
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i'm sorry if i ever caused you pain
i'm sorry if i ever wasted your time
i'm sorry if i ever loved you too much
i'm sorry if i ever made you worry
i'm sorry if i ever made you care::
i didn't want to get close to you.
i didn't want to push you away, but i had to.
it was the only way for me not to get hurt.
i didn't mean to be so selfish.
i fucked up....i really fucked up this time.
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[17 Jul 2004|03:37pm] |
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sumthin on t.v. |
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you know.....now that i look back on friday night......i realized that it wasn't as boring as i thought. i guess it could've been alot worse.
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[17 Jul 2004|12:12pm] |
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the thoughts that i am thinking |
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I HEART PAIGE
<3 talanie
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[17 Jul 2004|11:45am] |
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pure silence |
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well.....last night was interesting. and when i say interesting, i mean pretty boring. i went down to the regal with paige, and jon.....and we did nothing. i felt so bad, cuz the last time i saw paige was like 20 million years ago.....and we finally get to hang out....and we have the most boring time ever. i'm sorry paige. it won't happen ever again, trust me....oh, i saw mason. she was there with her parents. but yeah........i was bored....paige was bored....and jon was bored. damn....what a boring night. noonan finally got his licsense. he gave me a ride home, because the last thing i wanted to do was walk.
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